{"id":2360,"date":"2015-03-16T20:08:44","date_gmt":"2015-03-16T18:08:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/?p=2360"},"modified":"2023-02-14T00:39:26","modified_gmt":"2023-02-13T21:39:26","slug":"birina-zerriya-mi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/?p=2360","title":{"rendered":"Bir\u00eena Zerr\u00eeya Mi"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mi \u00a0beynatey\u00ea serran\u00ea 1997 \u00fb 2001 de Wan de un\u00eevers\u00eete wend. 4 serr\u00ea mi Wan de v\u00eeyert\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Wexto ke ez Wan de b\u00eeya, mi qet Wan ra hes n\u00eakerd\u00ean\u00ee. Bajar\u00eako xer\u00eeb bi. N\u00eamanen\u00ee \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ea ma. Her \u00e7end mi r\u00ea Xarp\u00eat ra h\u00eena n\u00eazd\u00ee amebi z\u00ee anc\u00ee mi tira hes n\u00eakerd\u00ean\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Nika ez ag\u00earena ewn\u00eeyena v\u00eeyartey\u00ea xo ra, sey \u00ea rojan mi r\u00ea xer\u00eeb n\u00eayeno. O wext ez hema zaf c\u00eewan b\u00eeya. Mi dad\u00ee, bab\u00ee \u00fb heme \u015finas\u00eeyan\u00ea xo caverdabi \u00fb ez ameb\u00eeya yewna bajar. Dad\u00eeya mi, bab\u00eey\u00ea mi, embaz\u00ea mi, wa\u015ft\u00eeya mi, mehlaya mi, \u00e7array\u00eer\u00ea \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ee, \u00e7ar\u015f\u00eey\u00ea c\u00ear\u00ee, heme \u00e7\u00ee mi x\u00eeyale de b\u00ee. Rid\u00ea Wan\u00ee ra mi p\u00earune teriknabi.<\/p>\n

Mi Wan ra behs kerd la n\u00eeyet\u00ea mi xirab\u00eeyan\u00ea Wan\u00ee vati\u015f n\u00eeyo. Uca de heyat\u00ea mi xeyl\u00ea bedel\u00eeya\u2026<\/p>\n

Bad\u00ea qeydb\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f\u00ea un\u00eevers\u00eetey\u00ee ya n\u00eazd\u00eey\u00ea di hewtey\u00ee ez reyna \u00c7ewl\u00eeg de menda. Wendekar\u00ea ke Wan de wend\u00ean\u00ee vat\u00ee ma yew otobuse bitepi\u015fi \u00fb rehet rehet \u015for\u00ea Wan\u00ee. Mi z\u00ee qebul kerd. Roja \u015f\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f\u00ee \u015fefeq sibay\u00ee de ma \u00e7ar\u015f\u00ee ra ni\u015ft\u00ee otobuse \u00fb kewt\u00ea ray\u00eer\u00ee. Otobuse, otobusa n\u00eamcete van\u00ee ya \u00eenan ra ya. Ma n\u00eazd\u00eey\u00ea h\u00eeris ten\u00ee b\u00ee. Ma dewa Palanbuk\u00ee v\u00eeyert\u00ee yew wendekar\u00ee bi pe\u015fmir\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f a va yew kaseto newe vej\u00eeyayo ma go\u015f serne. N\u00eazd\u00eey\u00ea 5 \u00fb 6 ten\u00ee zaf b\u00ee \u015fa \u00fb va bierze. O \u015fe\u015f saet\u00ee ma r\u00ea bi des saet\u00ee n\u00eav\u00eeyareno. Kaset\u00ea kurmancan o la kurmancan\u00ea ma ra n\u00eay\u00ee. Kasetan\u00ea kurmancan\u00ea ma denb\u00eaj\u00eak sey dengb\u00eajan vano. Ma o tewir r\u00ea xer\u00eeb n\u00eay\u00ea la no tarz, tarz\u00eako b\u00een o. Ez \u00fb yewna embaz ma xo m\u00eeyan de van\u00ee: – No z\u00ee Tarkan\u00ea kurmancan\u00ea ma wo. Xora Tarkan\u00ea tirkan \u00fb tarz\u00ea ci ra roja ke o b\u00eeyo me\u015fhur ez xu kena. Na hewe z\u00ee \u00ea kurmancan ma r\u00ea v\u00eaj\u00eeya. Ma wina bi n\u00eawa\u015fti\u015f\u00ee ya hay\u00ea go\u015f nan\u00ee ser a \u00fb ray\u00eer z\u00ee \u015fino. Ra bi r\u00ea eskerey\u00ee yan z\u00ee pol\u00ees\u00ee sey Del\u00eedumrul ray\u00eer\u00ea ma g\u00ean\u00ee \u00fb ma ra van\u00ee: -Kimliklerinizi gorelim (Ma nasnamey\u00ea \u015fima biv\u00eene). Bi ney vindarnay\u00ee\u015f\u00ee ya kaset z\u00ee xora qefel\u00eeyeno \u00fb ma z\u00ee bineyke ariz\u00eeyen\u00ea. Ez vana ra bi r\u00ea vern\u00eeya ma gen\u00ea la ez wina vaj\u00ee 330 km ray\u00eer de 32 heb\u00ee qontrol\u00ea eskerey\u00ee \u00fb 13 heb\u00ee z\u00ee \u00ea pol\u00eesan est\u00ea. N\u00eenan ra p\u00earune de n\u00eavindarnen\u00ea la tewr tay 20 ray otobuse edel\u00eeyena \u00fb nasnamey\u00ee kontrol ben\u00ea. Kontrolkerdi\u015f z\u00ee wina nat \u00fb wet\u00ea kart\u00ea nasnamey\u00ee ya ewn\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f\u00ee yo. Ters\u00ea \u00eenan ver a tey\u00eep qefel\u00eey\u00ean\u00ee, dima hay lo lo lo. Tarkan\u00ea kurmancan dest p\u00eakerd\u00ean\u00ee. Ti vaj\u00ee ti \u00e7\u00eey\u00eak fehm ken\u00ee? Tovbe bo. Teyna \u00e7ekuya b\u00ea b\u00ea hayo mi v\u00eer de. Mi na \u00e7ekuye fehm kerdib\u00ee. B\u00eeye b\u00eeye! Axir ma raywan\u00ee qed\u00eena. Ma \u015f\u00ee keyey\u00ea yew wendekar\u00ee de b\u00eey\u00ee misafir. Dima ma \u00e7ar ten\u00ee xo r\u00ea yew bano herr\u00eano kehen k\u00eera kerd \u00fb \u00e7end \u00e7ek \u00e7ol kerd zere, ma b\u00ee way\u00eer\u00ea keyey\u00eak. Ma wina \u015fin\u00ee wendegeh yen\u00ea.<\/p>\n

Kar gurey\u00ea keyey\u00ee ra ez ehende fehm n\u00eakena. Her \u00e7\u00eey\u00ea mi dad\u00eeya mi kerd\u00ean\u00ee. Werdpewti\u015f, firaq\u015fiti\u015f, zerrepakkerdi\u015f. De gurey\u00ee qed\u00eeyen\u00ea? Ax dad\u00eeya mi. Zehmet\u00eako to d\u00eeyo. De t\u00eeya \u00e7ew cin\u00eeya \u00e7ew\u00ee n\u00eeyo. Mecbur ma ken\u00ee. O ke ma n\u00eazanen\u00ee, ma musen\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Gure ke qed\u00eeya ya dersexebet\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f yan z\u00ee go\u015fdar\u00eekerdi\u015f\u00ea muz\u00eek\u00ee. Ma yew tey\u00eeb\u00eaka qijkeke girewta, hetan\u00ee n\u00eamey\u00ea \u015fewe ma go\u015f nan\u00ee sere. Go\u015fsernay\u00ee\u015f z\u00ee bi dore yo. Kam qay\u00eel o \u00e7i go\u015fdar\u00ee bikero saet\u00eak tey\u00eebe y\u00ea ey a. \u00ca b\u00een\u00ee z\u00ee mecbur go\u015f nan\u00ee ser. De ti sen\u00ee go\u015f ser n\u00eanan\u00ee! Sobaya c\u00earan\u00eene tena na oda de pakerde ya. Cereyan z\u00ee pabestey\u00ea Keban\u00ee yo. Mecbur ti go\u015f nan\u00ee ser. Mude cuwa pey \u015fima zan\u00ee ez ha go\u015f nana \u00e7itay\u00ee ser. Mi va ya Tarkan\u00ea kurmancan\u00ea ma. Go\u015f serne go\u015f serne, esas\u00ea xo de ehende xirab n\u00eayo. We\u015f vano. Aha peyn\u00ee de ez z\u00ee dora xo de han\u00ee ya go\u015f nana Agir\u00ea J\u00eeyan ser. Kaset\u00ea H\u00eal\u00een. Peyn\u00eeya pey\u00ean de ez z\u00ee tede ma ezber kerd. Hetan\u00ee n\u00eamey\u00ea \u015fewe go\u015f nan\u00ee ser.<\/p>\n

R\u00ea r\u00ea misafir\u00ea ma z\u00ee amey\u00ean\u00ee. N\u00eenan ra yew z\u00ee hem\u015fehr\u00eey\u00ea ma yew kurmanc bi. Roj\u00eak ma hay\u00ea \u00e7aye wen\u00ea. Mi embaz\u00ee ra va: – L\u00eeya ti kurmanc \u00ea. D\u00ea mi ra vaje, na dey\u00eere ha vana se? Embaz\u00ee go\u015f na ser. Bineyke fikir\u00eeya \u00fb va:\u00a0 – Willah\u00ee mi fehm n\u00eake. Ez n\u00eazana ha vana se. De ez vindena. L\u00eeya ti \u00e7i qeyde merdim \u00ea. Ti \u00e7i qeyde kurmanc \u00ea. Ez vana ti kurmanc\u00ee n\u00eazanen\u00ee, ti hay\u00ea ma xap\u00eenen\u00ea. De embaz \u015feqez\u00eeya, reng e\u015ft la mi het de pere n\u00eakerd. Va, kurmanc\u00eeya serxed\u00ee, b\u00eenxet\u00ee, ez n\u00eazana \u00e7i tewir mewir\u00ee. Mi go\u015f ser n\u00eana. \u00a0N\u00eazd\u00eey\u00ea panc deqa cuwa pey ez \u015f\u00eeya kulinde. Tey\u00eep z\u00ee ha cenena. Mi gurey\u00ea xo hal kerd (Serr\u00eak gurey\u00ea mi firaq\u015fiti\u015f bi la \u00e7ew\u00ee ra mevaj\u00ean). Ez ameya zere, embazo kurmanc mi ra va: – De ti z\u00ee mi ra vaje na dey\u00eere de vana \u00e7i? De dey\u00eere hetan\u00ee \u015fand ma hay\u00ea go\u015f nan\u00ee ser. Mi va la na dey\u00eere kurmanc\u00ee ya ez \u00e7i zana ha vana se. Ca de va ney. \u00c7i kurmanc\u00ee ya. Na kirdk\u00ee ya. \u2013Hah! \u00c7i kirdk\u00ee hero? Na key b\u00eeya kirdk\u00ee. Kirdk\u00ee b\u00ean mi fehm kerd\u00ean\u00ee. Va, go\u015f serne. Biewne kirdk\u00ee ya. B\u00ea b\u00ea welat\u00ea xo. B\u00ea b\u00ea welat\u00ea xo. Amo n\u00eeyamo. Hah! Willah\u00ee rast a. Kirdk\u00ee ya. La bi a\u015fman a ez ha go\u015fdar\u00ee kena mi fehm n\u00eakerd. Na \u00e7i qeyde kirdk\u00ee ya? Va herhal na kirdk\u00eeya D\u00earsim\u00ee ya. De dora \u015feqiz\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f\u00ee ha mi de. \u015eeqiz\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f la sen\u00ee \u015feqiz\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f. Qeydeyo ke qij\u00ea dewa Welan\u00ee van\u00ee ya: – \u015eeqizya, \u00e7ekel\u00fb best. \u00c7ekel\u00fb tira bi. O qeyde ez \u015feqez\u00eeya ya.<\/p>\n

Roj\u00ee wina v\u00eeyaren\u00ee, h\u00ead\u00ee h\u00ead\u00ee vewre hel\u00eeyena. Ma \u00c7ewl\u00eeg de bib\u00ean\u00ee rew ra vewre hel\u00eeyab\u00ee la no bajaro m\u00earet berz o. Vewre erey hel\u00eeyena. A\u015fma adare, ber kuw\u00eeya. Embaz\u00eak o. Ma va b\u00ea zerre la va ney, ez \u015fina gurey\u00ea mi esto. Wa xebera \u015fima bibo siba ma n\u00eakewen\u00ee derse \u00fb wa xebera \u015fima bibo. Eke \u015fima z\u00ee n\u00eakew\u00ee ba\u015f beno. Ez persa wa: – Qey \u015fima n\u00eakewen\u00ea derse? Va:- La siba roja serger\u00ea Helep\u00e7ey\u00ee ya. Aye ra ma n\u00eakewen\u00ee derse. \u2013Ero Helep\u00e7e \u00e7ito? De lajek mat mendo. Ewn\u00eeyeno r\u00eey\u00ea mi ra; d\u00ea ez ha p\u00ea yar\u00ee kena yan ney? Mi ferq kerd \u00fb mi ca de vat ez ha ra\u015ft a vana: -Helep\u00e7e \u00e7ito? Tebay n\u00eava \u00fb xatir wa\u015ft \u00fb \u015fi. Mi embaz\u00ea xo ra pers kerd: – Ero Helep\u00e7e \u00e7ito ra\u015ft a? Va, Saddam Husey\u00een\u00ee 5 hezar kurd Helep\u00e7e de bi gazo k\u00eemyasal a qir kerd\u00ea o yo. Mi va: – \u00ca ma kewen\u00ee derse yan ney? Va: – Willay, ez qar\u00ee\u015f n\u00eabena. Ti xo r\u00ea zan\u00ee. Ez qar\u00ee\u015f s\u00eeyaset\u00ea \u00e7ew\u00ee n\u00eabena. Mi va: – Ti kewen\u00ea derse? Va, ez n\u00eakewena la qar\u00ee\u015f\u00ea to z\u00ee n\u00eabena.<\/p>\n

\"indir\"<\/a> \"indir<\/a><\/p>\n

A \u015fewe ra hetan\u00ee ewro, mi zere de yew dejo b\u00eatar\u00eef esto. Her tim zera mi weno. Ez fikir\u00eeyena \u00fb xo xo qerqil\u00eeyena. Sen\u00ee beno ke ez no qirkerdi\u015f ra b\u00eaxeber a. Hem z\u00ee \u00ea ke merd\u00ea kurmanc\u00ea ma y\u00ea. Ez k\u00ee gorey\u00ea xo zana ya. Wende ya. Sen\u00ee beno ke xebera mi \u00e7in a. Bab\u00eey\u00ea mi rojek z\u00ee mi r\u00ea n\u00eavatibi. N\u00ea kurmanc\u00ee musluman b\u00ee z\u00ee \u00fb mi l\u00eeseya mela \u00fb xet\u00eebt\u00ee wenda. Roj\u00eak yew malim\u00ea mi n\u00eavatibi. Saddam, Saddam \u00c7ewl\u00eeg de du\u015ft\u00ea kafiran de yew mucah\u00eet\u00eak bi. Telev\u00eezyon de mi d\u00eebi nimaj kerd\u00ean\u00ee. Hetta mehleya ma de yew\u00ee namey\u00ea laj\u00ea xo Saddam nabi pa. Mi vat\u00ean\u00ee wa kafir n\u00eae\u015fko muslumanan. Mi duayan kerdib\u00ee. Mi Homay\u00ee ra wa\u015ftibi ke wa Saddam kafir vera j\u00eahat\u00ee bo. Sen\u00ee beno ke no merdim wina keno. \u015eew\u00ea mi xerep\u00eeyay\u00ee. Mi xeyl\u00ea xiyale kerd. \u00c7ewl\u00eeg de semed\u00ea bo\u015fnakan kampanyaya hetkar\u00ee bibi. Ma keye de betan\u00eeyey\u00eaka newe, \u00e7end \u00e7\u00ee m\u00ee kerdibi yew towre \u00fb bab\u00eey\u00ea mi berdibi \u00e7ar\u015f\u00ee de tesl\u00eem kerdibi. Her tim wendegeh\u00ea ma de mamostayan vat\u00ean\u00ee bo\u015fnak\u00ee qir ben\u00ea. Kafir hayo zulim keno mislimanan. Ma doran wend\u00ean\u00ee. Duayan kerd\u00ean\u00ee. Qet kurdan ra \u00e7\u00eey\u00eak mi v\u00eer de \u00e7in bi. Tena yew sehney\u00ea telev\u00eezyon\u00ee estibi ke Tirk\u00eeya way\u00eer\u00ea p\u00ea\u015fmergeyan vej\u00eeyaya \u00fb m\u00eeyan\u00ea \u00e7amur\u00ee de bi hezaran merdim\u00ee destan\u00ea xo kerdib\u00ee a hel\u00eekopteran ra \u00eenan r\u00ea nano somun erz\u00eey\u00ean\u00ee. B\u00ea n\u00ea, qet \u00e7\u00eey\u00eak mi v\u00eer de \u00e7in o. Roja b\u00eene mi va: – Ez gereke \u015for\u00ea na mesela bimus\u00ea. O wext wina \u00eenternet \u00e7in bi. Nat \u00fb wet, willay ez c\u00ea \u00e7\u00ee musa ya. Saddam\u00ee bi teyareyan \u015far\u00ea ma qir kerdo \u00fb qet \u00e7ew z\u00ee xo n\u00eageno.<\/p>\n

\u00ca merdim\u00ee merd\u00ea, \u015f\u00eey\u00ee. Xo r\u00ea \u015feh\u00eed b\u00eey\u00ea. Sey mazluman \u015f\u00ee ver\u00ea Homay\u00ea xo. La ma? \u00ca ke hema n\u00ea\u015f\u00eey\u00ea huzur\u00ea Homay\u00ee. Ma se ken\u00ea? Siba b\u00eer, ma ver\u00ea Homay\u00ee de van\u00ee se? Wexto ke zulim bi ma \u00e7a de vindert\u00ea? Ma bi destan\u00ea xo n\u00eae\u015fkay\u00ee ver big\u00eare la ziwan\u00ea ma \u00fb qelb\u00ea ma \u00e7a de b\u00ee? Ez xo bi xo, xo wena. Homa ma ef bikero. Ez o wext hema qij b\u00eeya. Aqil\u00ea mi n\u00earesen\u00ea p\u00ea. Nika ez fikir\u00eeyena, o wext zulimo ke bo\u015fnakan r\u00ea b\u00eeyo ra ma xeberdar\u00ee b\u00ee la \u00ea kurdan r\u00ea qey b\u00eaxeber b\u00ee. Cuwa pey ez musaya ke p\u00earo dinya wina lal b\u00ee. Qeydeyo ke \u00cesma\u00eel Be\u015f\u00eek\u00e7\u00ee vano, bad\u00ea qirkerdi\u015f\u00ee Te\u015fk\u00eelat\u00ea Konferans\u00ee y\u00ea \u00ceslam\u00ee top bena \u00fb vana heq\u00ea ziwan\u00ea tirkan ke Bulgar\u00eestan de bin\u00ea zulim\u00ee de y\u00ea \u00fb felan \u00fb f\u00eelan.<\/p>\n

Ez n\u00eazana \u00e7i vaj\u00ee, \u00e7i binus\u00ee. Helep\u00e7e mi zerre de dej\u00eako b\u00eatar\u00eef o. O fotofrafo ke bab\u00ee \u00fb gerg\u00fb\u015f p\u00eeya merd\u00ea \u00fb bab\u00ee g\u00earayo gergu\u015f\u00ea xo, xo bin de binimno. A cin\u00ee ke ver\u00ea tirm\u00ea panc qijan de destan\u00ea xo dana xo \u00e7aqeyan r\u00ea. Ez des ger\u00eeng mirena. Hesir\u00ee p\u00ea\u015f\u00eeyen\u00ea mi qirike. Ez xo bi xo \u015farm\u00eeyena. Ez xo ra \u015farm\u00eeyena. Dinya ra \u015farm\u00eeyena. \u00ca s\u00eawiran ra \u015farm\u00eeyena\u2026<\/p>\n

\"11\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Bad\u00ea 27 serran a protestokerdi\u015f hin\u00ee pere \u00a0keno n\u00eakeno ez n\u00eazana la ez ha \u015fina \u00a0protestokerdi\u015f\u00ea qirkerdi\u015f\u00ee. Belk\u00ee Homa \u00a0guneyan\u00ea mi efu keno.<\/p>\n

Ez \u00e7end roj\u00ee cuwa ver cay\u00eak de rast\u00ea wina \u00a0yew qal\u00ee ameya: Qey ma yewb\u00eenan ki\u015fen\u00ea ke! \u00a0Ma biney vinder, ma p\u00earo miren\u00ea.<\/p>\n

De vaj\u00ean\u00ee zur a\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mi \u00a0beynatey\u00ea serran\u00ea 1997 \u00fb 2001 de Wan de un\u00eevers\u00eete wend. 4 serr\u00ea mi Wan de v\u00eeyert\u00ee. Wexto ke ez Wan de b\u00eeya, mi qet Wan ra hes n\u00eakerd\u00ean\u00ee. Bajar\u00eako xer\u00eeb bi. N\u00eamanen\u00ee \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ea ma. Her \u00e7end mi r\u00ea Xarp\u00eat ra h\u00eena n\u00eazd\u00ee amebi z\u00ee anc\u00ee mi tira hes n\u00eakerd\u00ean\u00ee. Nika ez ag\u00earena ewn\u00eeyena v\u00eeyartey\u00ea …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":2361,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[46],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2360","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-keyepel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2360","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2360"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2360\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2365,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2360\/revisions\/2365"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2361"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2360"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2360"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2360"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}