{"id":2000,"date":"2013-12-04T23:31:29","date_gmt":"2013-12-04T21:31:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/?p=2000"},"modified":"2020-03-25T19:35:15","modified_gmt":"2020-03-25T16:35:15","slug":"awe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/?p=2000","title":{"rendered":"Awe"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ya\u015far Baluken<\/p>\n

\u00c7ewl\u00eeg de hewt\u00eas heb\u00ee Y\u00ceBO est\u00ee. Y\u00ceBO bi tirk\u00ee \u201cYat\u0131l\u0131 \u0130lk\u00f6\u011fretim B\u00f6lge Okulu\u201d. Qij\u00ea Kurdan seba wendi\u015fa dewan ra yen\u00ee n\u00ea wendegehan. N\u00ea wendegehan de cay\u00ea rakewti\u015f\u00ee z\u00ee est o. Tutan\u00ea des-panc\u00eas dewan bi dolm\u00ee\u015fan dan\u00ee ar\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eeya de tirk\u00ee \u00fb dersan b\u00eenan musnen\u00ee. \u015eewe z\u00ee qijan, pans\u00eeyonan de ken\u00ee hewn a.<\/p>\n

Ez ha yew Y\u00eeBO de malimt\u00ee kena. 24 heb\u00ee z\u00ee wendekar\u00ea mi est\u00ee. N\u00ea wendekar\u00ee p\u00earo p\u00eeya \u00e7ar dewe ra y\u00ee. N\u00ea dewan ra h\u00eere heb\u00ee dew\u00ea koy\u00ee y\u00ea . A b\u00een z\u00ee dewa de\u015ft a. Dewan\u00ea koyan de awe zaf a. Dewa de\u015ft\u00ee de awe, sey dewan\u00ea koyan zaf n\u00eeya la gorey\u00ea bajaran\u00ea c\u00ear\u00eenan z\u00ee tay n\u00eeya. Qij\u00ea dew\u00ee \u00e7i waxt biwaz\u00ee awe biwer\u00ee, \u015f\u00een\u00ee la, ni\u015fen\u00ee pira \u00fb awk\u00ea wekan mird\u00ea xo wen\u00ee. Dewe de awe ra z\u00eade huney awe ya.<\/p>\n

Wendegeh\u00ea ma ho yew newale de. Ki\u015fta ray\u00eer\u00ee de yo. No ray\u00eer\u00ea Erz\u00eerom\u00ee yo. Bineyke wet\u00ea ray\u00eer\u00ee de lul\u00eey\u00ea (bor\u00ee) awa \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ee z\u00ee v\u00earena. Na awe sey awa zemzem\u00ee we\u015f a. Merdim weno n\u00eaweno mird n\u00eabeno. Kam\u00ee yew \u015faro xer\u00eeb b\u00earo \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ee, sen\u00ee ke na awe ra weno ca de vano: \u201cNa awe \u00e7i we\u015f a. Qiymet\u00ea awa xo bizan\u00een! Welat\u00ea ma de wina yew awe \u00e7in a.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ma vatibi ya \u00c7ewl\u00eeg de awe ra zaf huney awe ya. Loqantayan de awa hazira \u015fu\u015fekerdey\u00ee hetan\u00ee serran\u00ea pey\u00eanan \u00e7in b\u00ee. Ti \u00e7end\u00eak awe wazen\u00ee biwaze bi meruyan ken\u00ee de \u00fb an\u00ee to ver. Hesab\u00ea awe \u00e7in a. Hetta yeno mi v\u00eeri \u00ea ke \u015f\u00een\u00ee teber \u00fb amen\u00ee \u00c7ewl\u00eegi qalan\u00ea eyin ra yew\u00ee na b\u00ee: \u201c\u2026\u2026.. de wexto ke ti \u015f\u00een\u00ee loqanta, awe ra z\u00ee peran gen\u00ee. To \u00e7end \u015fu\u015fe awe werd, ehende z\u00ee peran dan\u00ee way\u00eer\u00ea loqantay\u00ee.\u201d Ma hemey\u00ea go\u015fdaran\u00ee bi heyretan a vat\u00een\u00ee: \u201cNo \u00e7i qeyde gure yo. Awa Homay\u00ee \u00e7i rey ameya wina roti\u015f\u00ee. Dima z\u00ee p\u00earo p\u00eeya huyen\u00ee \u00fb vat\u00een\u00ee \u201cAllah Allah!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fta ray\u00eer\u00ee de lul\u00eeya awa \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ee v\u00eeyert\u00een\u00ee la na awe n\u00earasen\u00ee wendegeh\u00ea ma. Na awe, awa \u015earedar\u00eeya \u00c7ewl\u00eeg\u00ee b\u00ee \u00fb wendegeh\u00ea ma herem\u00ea \u015earedar\u00eeya \u00c7ewl\u00eegi de n\u00eab\u00eeb\u00ee. No sebeb ra z\u00ee na awe ma \u00fb wendekaran\u00ea ma r\u00ea n\u00eahey\u00ean\u00ee. Qand\u00ea no wendegeh\u00ee r\u00ea yew b\u00eer n\u00eeyab\u00ee a \u00fb ser a z\u00ee yew pompaya cereyan\u00een n\u00eeyabi ro. Erd\u00ea ma z\u00ee zaf k\u00eerecin bi. No rid ra awa ma z\u00ee zaf k\u00eerecin b\u00ee. \u00c7aya na awe we\u015f b\u00ee la awa ey bi xo qet we\u015f n\u00eab\u00ee. N\u00eawer\u00eeyen\u00ee. Ti mecbur n\u00eab\u00ee hetan\u00ee \u015fand qet na awe n\u00eawerd\u00ean\u00ee. O qeyde xirabin b\u00ee. Ma; mamostay\u00ea wendegeh\u00ee z\u00ee no rid ra qant\u00een ra awa hazir, yan\u00ee awa \u015fu\u015fekerde wa\u015ft\u00een\u00ee. Qant\u00eenkar z\u00ee tena semed\u00ea mamostayan awa \u015fu\u015fekerde ard\u00een\u00ee.<\/p>\n

Wendegeh de wexto ke teneffus d\u00eeya, ma awa xo guret\u00ean\u00ee \u00fb odaya mamostayan de werd\u00ean\u00ee. Awe qed\u00eeya, xora ma \u015fu\u015fe e\u015ft\u00een\u00ee. Eke n\u00eaqed\u00eeya ma xo desta berd\u00een\u00ee sinifan. Ders de eke qal kerdi\u015f ra qirik\u00ea ma bib\u00ean\u00ee zuwa, ma na awe ra fir\u00eak guret\u00een \u00fb dewam\u00ea derse kerd\u00een\u00ee. Roj\u00eak mi huney \u015fu\u015feya awa n\u00eamcet\u00ee, berd sinif. La mi sinif de awe n\u00eawerd. Awe o tewir n\u00eamcet mend. Teneffus d\u00eeya. Ez seba aris\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f \u015f\u00eeya odaya maliman. Ma heme mamostay\u00ee aris\u00eeyey\u00ee. Teneffus qed\u00eeya. Ez ameya sinif. Mi selam da qijan. Kitab\u00ea ders\u00ee kerd a. Ez hew\u00ee ewn\u00eeyaya \u015fu\u015fey\u00ea awe ra \u00e7i biv\u00een\u00ee. \u015eu\u015feyo n\u00eamcet b\u00eeyo pirr. Ez eceb menda! Ez serok\u00ea wendekaran ra persaya. Mi va: \u201c-Sedat! Kam\u00ee, awe kerda na \u015fu\u015fe?\u201d Sedat\u00ee va:\u201dMamosta, willay ez n\u00eazana\u201d. Ey ra p\u00ea wendekaran ra Furqan weri\u015ft we va: -\u201cMamosta, mi kerd ser.\u201d Mi va: -\u201cBel\u00ea to kerd ser la seba \u00e7iney to kerd ser\u201d. Ez ha yew vengo nerm ra persena ke eceb \u00e7i ra kerdo, ez bimus\u00ee\u201d. Furqan z\u00ee; sey yew merdimo ke to r\u00ea yew hol\u00eeya zaf p\u00eel kerda \u00fb o tewir z\u00ee bawer\u00eeya xo tira tamum \u00fb bikeyfwe\u015f\u00ee cewab da: -\u201cEz ewn\u00eeyaya awa to b\u00eeya n\u00eamcet. Mi va ez tamum biker\u00ee. Teneffus de ez \u015f\u00eeya. Mi \u00e7ir ra awe kerd ser \u00fb ard\u201d. Mi sen\u00ee ke n\u00ea qalan e\u015fnawit; ez ew\u00eel pe\u015fmir\u00eeyaya, mi va ez mehuw\u00eey\u00ee \u00fb tutek\u00ee \u015farmezar n\u00eaker\u00ee. Mi xo bineyke kerd p\u00eet. La ez n\u00ea\u015fkaya\u00a0 bidomn\u00ee. Ez pi\u015fkawa. Yew huw\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f g\u00eena mi. Ez nizd\u00ea di deq\u00eeqayan huw\u00eeyaya. Huw\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f\u00ea mi bineyke bi sist. Ez ewn\u00eeyaya qijan ra, p\u00earoy\u00ee mat mend\u00ee, rik vinert\u00ee, hey munen\u00ee mi ra. Ez ewn\u00eeyaya \u00e7iman eyin a \u00fb mi fehm kerd ke qij\u00ee hey pabey\u00ea mi; ez eyin ra vaj\u00ee \u00e7i ra ha huw\u00eeyena.<\/p>\n

Ez biney ewn\u00eeyaya r\u00eey\u00ea eyin ra. Cuwa pey mi eyin ra va qey gereke \u015fima awa \u00e7ir de n\u00eaker\u00ee. Awa \u00e7ir k\u00eerejin a. Tam\u00ea ey we\u015f n\u00eeya \u00fb ez ayra awa hazir bipereyan gena \u00fb wena. Qij\u00ee mat mendib\u00ee. Xo m\u00eeyan de vat\u00een\u00ee:-Mamostay\u00ea ma awe her\u00eeneno\u201d. B\u00ee pi\u00e7pi\u00e7\u00ea qijan. Tay\u00ee huw\u00eeyen\u00ee, tay\u00ee z\u00ee mat mend\u00eeb\u00ee. Ez qar\u00ee\u015f n\u00eab\u00eeya. Mude v\u00eeyert. Wendekaran ra Mistefa \u00fb Furqan xo m\u00eeyan de qal\u00ee kerd\u00een\u00ee. Mustafa, Furqan\u00ee ra wina vat\u00een\u00ee: -\u201cLo Furqo! Malim\u00ee ma ker\u00eez o. \u00c7ir ra awk yena. O \u015f\u00eeno p\u00ea peran a awk geno.\u201d Vat\u00een \u00fb huw\u00eeyen\u00ee. Veng\u00ea Mistefay\u00ee sen\u00ee ke ame mi, ez n\u00ea\u015fkaya xo tepi\u015f\u00ee. Ez huw\u00eeyaya, huw\u00eeyaya \u00fb sinif ra vej\u00eeyaya.<\/p>\n

\"su\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Deq\u00eana cuwa pey z\u00eel\u00ee z\u00ee cena. Halla hallay\u00ea qijan wendegeh\u00ee guret. A roje bi x\u00eeyaley\u00ea ker\u00eez\u00eeya mi v\u00eeyert.<\/p>\n

Sen\u00ee ke qijt\u00eeya mi de loqantayan de biperan a awe d\u00eeyay\u00ee\u015f mi r\u00ea xer\u00eeb amen\u00ee nika z\u00ee Mistefay\u00ee r\u00ea awe her\u00eenay\u00ee\u015f\u00ea mi o tewir xer\u00eeb amebi. Ayra, ez n\u00eacigir\u00eeyaya Mistefay\u00ee ra. Bel\u00ea Mistefa! Ez yew ker\u00eez a. La ti n\u00eazan\u00ee ke nika hemey\u00ea \u00c7ewlig\u00ee sey min o. Ma hemey\u00ee m\u00eeyan\u00ea behr\u00ee de b\u00eaawey\u00ee. Ma n\u00eae\u015fken\u00ee awa \u00e7irr\u00ee biwer\u00ee.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i wexto ke ez qapax\u00ea \u015fu\u015fey\u00ea awe kena a Mistefa yeno mi v\u00eer. Ez vana:-\u201cMistefa ez se kiri\u2026 \u00cenan awa dewa to ard, resna mi ke ez n\u00eawena? Hi! Ti van\u00ee se?<\/p>\n

\u00c7ewl\u00eeg\/2007<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ya\u015far Baluken \u00c7ewl\u00eeg de hewt\u00eas heb\u00ee Y\u00ceBO est\u00ee. Y\u00ceBO bi tirk\u00ee \u201cYat\u0131l\u0131 \u0130lk\u00f6\u011fretim B\u00f6lge Okulu\u201d. Qij\u00ea Kurdan seba wendi\u015fa dewan ra yen\u00ee n\u00ea wendegehan. N\u00ea wendegehan de cay\u00ea rakewti\u015f\u00ee z\u00ee est o. Tutan\u00ea des-panc\u00eas dewan bi dolm\u00ee\u015fan dan\u00ee ar\u00ee \u00fb t\u00eeya de tirk\u00ee \u00fb dersan b\u00eenan musnen\u00ee. \u015eewe z\u00ee qijan, pans\u00eeyonan de ken\u00ee hewn a. …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":2001,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2000","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-kultur"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2000"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2014,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2000\/revisions\/2014"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2001"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kirdki.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}